Assalamualaikum.
Hmm, Nobody knows the Real Me.Nobody knows i have sat in my room and cried, how many time i have lost hope.How many times i have been let down.Nobody knows how many time i have to hold back the tears, how many times i have felt like i'm about to snap but don't just for the sake of others.Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head whenever i'm sad, how horrible there truly are.Nobody knows Me.At the same point i just realize that i have done too much for someone, that the only step to do is to stop.Leave Him alone and walk away. Its not that i'm giving up, and shouldn't try.It's just i have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly MINE would eventually BE MINE, and what is NOT, no matter how hard i have tried, will NEVER be.Things wont stay in shape no matter how hard you tried to grip it. You just have to adapt with the fact that things change.But no matter how bad your friends treats you all this while, no matter how awful your parents scold you, no matter how sucks your environment are, just be grateful that you still have Them in your life.. Because soon, when everybody grows up, they will make their own way, choosing their own path of life.
It feels good to blog and knowing that they are people who's still reading this.Thank You so much. LoveYou.♥
